Sunday, May 28, 2023

Fausta

On Count Mosca's orders, Fausta was taken to the Citadel. The Duchess laughed a good deal at the little act of injustice which the Count was obliged to commit in order to arrest the curiosity of the Prince, who might otherwise have managed to discover Fabrizio's name. 

    – Stendhal, The Charterhouse of Parma (Richard Howard trans.)

My god that's cold; and how differently
The tale could have been told!
For what provoked the Duchess's mirth
Was for you, Fausta, an abduction and curse 
Confined and immured—what Hardy termed
the fate of being "alive" yet—
"ensepulchred." Where, Fausta, is
The novel for you?
The tale that makes our heroes' glee
Into the villains' croak
And passes over their cruel smiling
As swiftly as they do your plight? 
The tale that sheds the tear you deserve,
To take the place of jests? 
It exists not—for so the world has always passed
Into the hands of the beautiful and saved
Who among them spares 
A thought for the damned in their caves? 
How many stories have been
Written down through the ages
Of bright and fine-eyed people; how few
Of the victims strewn at their feet? 
How is it, Fausta, that laughter there could be
Parties, mirth, or levity
While the universe yet contains
Your suffering vile? 
How can the story move 
Before you are set free? 
How was it that the tale did not 
Stop right then and there—unable to progress
While you languished still 
In bitterest distress?
How was it I
Did not break open while
They were tearing infants from mothers' arms
Right here in the USA
Or immuring those prisoners in 
A Cuban bay? 
Was I like that Duchess, laughing,
While such horrors occurred beneath
Convinced they had no reality
So long as they touched not me? 
Oblivious of all the pain
That should have shattered the universe? 
Oh god, that which passes in one, 
A brief thought in the mind,
Can be for another an eon 
Of unending torment
And jailers can never know 
The infinity of what they have done.
I should stop
The tale right there
And refuse to go on
Until you fare 
Better at the angels' hands
And make my efforts always
To keep faith with the damned.

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